just when i think i've got my emotions and hormones under control they fuck me. quite literally mind you.

I'm a sad face.... i finished my book and i can't get the other one... and right now all i really actually want to do is curl up on that big brown comfy couch and cuddle in his lap and read until my eyes bleed.

i felt absolutely gorgeous today and the one person i didn't expect to notice did and the weird thing is, he shouldn't be paying attention to me. Not me at all. there is that one girl that wants him and she's my best friend and i hate that he was hitting on me and as far as i know not on her! GAH! why is it that when i want people to notice me feeling and looking good it's the wrong people???? I'm sorry Sweetie, i wished it were you and not me right now, i really DO!

I love you honey.

Katie-Kat