just when i think i've got my emotions and hormones under control they fuck me. quite literally mind you.

I'm a sad face.... i finished my book and i can't get the other one... and right now all i really actually want to do is curl up on that big brown comfy couch and cuddle in his lap and read until my eyes bleed.

i felt absolutely gorgeous today and the one person i didn't expect to notice did and the weird thing is, he shouldn't be paying attention to me. Not me at all. there is that one girl that wants him and she's my best friend and i hate that he was hitting on me and as far as i know not on her! GAH! why is it that when i want people to notice me feeling and looking good it's the wrong people???? I'm sorry Sweetie, i wished it were you and not me right now, i really DO!

I love you honey.

Katie-Kat

sooo. my dear friend Jac(pronounced Jase) is back in town and once again, he's been bugging me 'bout the heroin shit. I really don't want to start again and he just doesn't seem to get it.

Other than that, i am sitting here at a computer at school waiting for an empty bed so i can give blood. who knew Katie would do a good deed and give back to the community? NOT MEEE.....!!!! oh well. I just hope i can see Trevor before i have to leave school.

Poor Carrie. She couldn't do it(give blood), then again, that is kinda her fault. It's still sad. She was really excited and looking forward to giving blood.

My middle finger is killing me. I think the guy that tested my blood for Anemia and Iron and what-not put it on too tight.. OH NO!! my finger is falling off!! SAVE ME!!! Help it's bleeding!! Ohmigod i'm bleeding to death!!! UGH! ACK!!
lolz if that really did happen they(the blood people) would be set for blood. lolz.
oh well.

Au Revior
Michelle
AKA
Katie

PS--Michelle is my middle name and my french name in french class.

Why?Why?!Why!

what the hell is wrong with me?

Why does he love me?

Why do i even get the chance?

SOMEONE SHOOT ME!

btw; what does self-riteous mean????



Love,
Katie-Cat