Why can't I just be pretty like the rest of them?
i want to believe them when they say "Hey beautiful!"
but i can't.

I want to have that natural tan and those brown eyes that don't resemble shit.
I want to be pole thin, not the girl who has a great body for having kids...
i want to have that thick beautiful shiny hair that EVERYONE wants to run their fingers through.

yes, i'm completely insecure
yes, i'm an angsty teen who does and totally doesn't know what she wants in life.
yes, i think it's bull shit that you think i'm pretty when i am so totally not.

if you want pretty... look at Amanda. Look at Carrie, and look at Asia.....

FUcK Me