Are you male or female: female
Describe yourself: bored
How do you feel about yourself: bad
Describe where you currently live: oak town
If you could go anywhere you would go to: london
Your favorite form of transportation:walking//bike
best friends are:Amanda, trevor
What’s the weather like:dark
Favorite time of day: when everyone is asleep
If your life were a TV show, what would it be called: Bunk
What is life to you: the only one you get
What is the best advice you have to give: Be Yourself//Live//Laugh//Love
If you could change your name, what would it be: Katie
Your favorite food is: Spaghetti
Thought for the Day: ugh.. finals tomorrow
I would like to die by: a car accident
My soul's present condition: not sure. it's there. hanging by a thread
My motto: I don't have one
Your favorite color is: blue//purple//orange

Why can't I just be pretty like the rest of them?
i want to believe them when they say "Hey beautiful!"
but i can't.

I want to have that natural tan and those brown eyes that don't resemble shit.
I want to be pole thin, not the girl who has a great body for having kids...
i want to have that thick beautiful shiny hair that EVERYONE wants to run their fingers through.

yes, i'm completely insecure
yes, i'm an angsty teen who does and totally doesn't know what she wants in life.
yes, i think it's bull shit that you think i'm pretty when i am so totally not.

if you want pretty... look at Amanda. Look at Carrie, and look at Asia.....

FUcK Me

Le sigh. Yeah it's 2010 and the start of a new decade has got me dancing or maybe it's that musical prowess of that one chick toppin the charts.
No, not Lady Gaga, you know: that one girl with the dollah sign in her name.
If you still don't know who i'm talking about go to MyspaceDotCom and listen to TikTok.

Anywhoooo

blasting music at three in the morning seems to scare the demons away and make my step-daddy pissed off at the same time so i think i've actually learned to sleep at 3 in the morning instead of blasting dance music and dressing like a love child from the 80's. Sad, but true.
so, as of the moment i'm tired as all hell cuz once again the demons are blasting hell through my dreams and bringing that one boy back from the past and to the forefront of my very heated thoughts.
so the ? is....
do i blast music?
do i not?

There's my latest problem and NOW i realize how much of an effing whiner i am.
DAMN
oh well.


Love and K o t t o n K a n d i e
K@^13